once, when i was a boy
once, when i was a man.
I understood the simple,
I understood the complex.
Now I dont know what I've become,
Wandering, Helpless, aged.
I watch my siblings as they grow,
never to know me was their fate.
thrown out to the lions, 
left for dead.
I dont know who I've become,
I dont know what I've become.
I wish someone would just let me out,
let me out of this rut.
Do not throw me out just yet,
I have something I need to say.
Just one more word good neighbor,
Please just one more word.
Let me stay, let me flourish,
Why are you doing this?
Why must this be?
What did I do to you?
Please just let me stay.
You dont understand what its like,
being a man of such indignance.
i'm a man, plain and simple.
theres not much to me.
give me a blanket, give me a towel.
Give me this, Give me that.
All I want is you.


insomnia